Why must I decide about tomorrow, today?

How should I know what tomorrow will bring?

My path and my dreams are fading

If I could turn back time and see my future

I would know which way to go

I would know where my path is

Why are you telling me to choose

When I only have my eyes half-open?

Somebody let me know, tell me which way to go

Cuz I don’t, don’t, don’t know

Again today, there are questions I don’t know

I’m trying to answer but I’m not confident

Is it this way or that way?

I’m afraid of my decision

Even when I’m busy, they endlessly ask

I’m going forward but I keep looking back

What will I become at the end?

Will I regret it if I look back later on?

I clench my fists but I’m still timid

But I stop myself and try to have courage

So I can walk again but

Oh no, no, no

Again today, there are questions I don’t know

I’m trying to answer but I’m not confident

Is it this way or that way?

I’m afraid of my decision

Across the disappearing day

I’m standing right here

As I let go of another day

That I can’t turn back

Again today, there are questions I don’t know

I’m trying to answer but I’m not confident

Is it this way or that way?

I’m afraid of my decision

Tell me, tell me

So tell me which way to go

Which way to go

So tell me which way to go

Beberapa bulan yang lalu, akhirnya saya dan Ines berhasil ngetrip bareng ke SG yang udah tertunda dari Desember 2013. Bayangin aja, dulu jaman kuliah udah sempat beli tiket untuk keberangkatan 2014. Tapi ternyata, Oktober 2014 ada satu dan lain hal yang ngebuat rencana kami akhirnya batal. Untungnya tiket pulang belum dibeli. Tiket berangkatnya dapat yang lumayan murah karena ada promo. Ya udah ga apa-apa, mudah-mudahan lain kali dikasih waktu dan rezeki lebih aamiin.

Pertengahan 2019, Ines yang hobinya ngecek tr*veloka tiba-tiba ngasih tau kalo ada tiket promo ke SG seharga 700ribuan. Ga pake pikir lama, akhirnya saya pun nge-iya-in dan akhirnya kebeli juga tiket pulang pergi untuk bulan Oktober. Tripnya pendek, cuma 3 hari dari Jumat sampai Minggu (bolos sehari lol). Tapi ternyata trip singkat kemarin lumayan nge-refresh kejenuhan juga. Akhirnya, keinginan ngetrip yang ketunda 6 tahun pun ter-checklist. Alhamdulillah :)